Date : Monday, November 09, 2009
Time : 5:54 PM
Title :

Sianzxczxv. no pictures. im using e buddy = cant send any pictures from computer. i lend a phone, my computer doesn't recognise it. so howwwwww. i only can cop pictures from blog. Sigh* idiot pie!!!

i had fun today. i went out with meizi. we went to.. we-dont-know-where.

basically, we lolter(?) around. we met @ 12pm. & started to decide where to go and stuffs. so.. after buying Old Chang Kee we headed to Causeway for a walk & chitchats. we had our lunch at LJS.

after walking around again, we headed back to Sembawang. we took bus to and fro. hahaha, can you see how boring we are. went to 357. we cant even see a shadow. sat there and rack our brains. called leonard, jiaming & hanzer, all no balls. NO BALLS!!! lol hahaha.

we laughed over a 10cent situation. WASTE MY TEN CENT! hahaha, no niao.

next, we decided to head to my house for movies. when we were reaching...

Bryna: i dont feel like going home leh, feel so lifeless. (chinese)
Meizi: huh then where to go.
-she used her index finger and push my head- VERY FUNNY K.
Bryna: we go Sp la. 7 mins only.
Meizi: you still got count how long uh!!
then we were like laughing and laughing like nobody business. LOL

we went aries and Mac to sit down. we talked about lots of stuffs. she was making fun of me, shivering k! my teeth starts to shiver. cause when we were at cwp, i talked while my teeth was chattering & she laughed at me. LOL

both of us wanted to eat choco sunday. i said i want too and she make fun of me. giving the sound of shivering. & it was super funny already. GL!!! HAHAHA. aiya, i dont know how to explain la. my compo fail one. --'

overrall it was super funny. after having that, my sore throat went worst. & talked like a MAN. somemore, i was laughing. so kind of funny uh. LOL.

i had my day. WITH HER. headed home at 5pm. (:

okay.. its not a very nice post. as i really dont know how to express myself. but nevermind, thanks for making my day so wonderful! xD

lovelies~ & cheerup girl! :D


my throat is hurting! i seriously have no voiceee. OH NO!

Date : Friday, November 06, 2009
Time : 11:43 PM
Title :

perhaps, not everything happens for a reason.

Date : Saturday, October 31, 2009
Time : 9:56 PM
Title :

YOZXCZXC. xD

today i met 到好心人。HOHOHO. well, the bus arrived just in time when i reached there. next, i found out that my wallet wasnt with me. so i immediately, approach the guy that was beside me.

Bryna: excuse me, you got coins?
Him: check pocket* er, i dont think i have coins.
(im staring while he is still searching for coins)
Him: uncle, adult and children(while he took out a $2 notes.)
Bryna: er.. thanks; i return you back next time? (LOL)
Him: er, no need. (with no expressions) LOL.

im so glad that that i met a nice person. or i'll be real dead. HAHHAHA, i feel so good now. as in, people helped me. im very happy and i do appreciate. although sometimes, i dont show it. well, was really happy. to the extend i want to repay back the kindness but i dont know how.

well, i'll put it in my heart. though, you wont be seeing this. but, THANKS. :D very much.

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going Australia tmwr. i gonna miss Singapore so much. & especially, YOU. muahahahaha. miss me k everyone. & you, dont do bad things uh.

CAUSE, KNOW WHY? IM WATCHING. wahahahahahs. you dare do anything... HOHOHOHOHOHOHO, you're dead! BANG! xD 要乖 k? :)

okay, i've nothing to post already.

i'll be back on 6 Nov, night time. :) GOODBYE! ^^

Date : Friday, October 30, 2009
Time : 9:39 PM
Title :

Date : Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Time : 8:22 PM
Title :

Bless the broken road

Date :
Time : 7:59 PM
Title :

i really dont know what's wrong with me.

i really feel so bad. not that some things had happened to me. but why did i make all these things happen to me. im totally like another person. totally. its a couldnt-resist-thing. & i ask myself, why. just why. guilty.

its a mix feeling. i just dont understand. guilty, uneasy, wasted. so bad, so awful. i just cant figure it all. its just a simple few words but it seems so big, so terrible.

i couldnt believe my eyes, my ears. the footsteps, that went softer.

i gonna face the music. reality hurts.

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okay. my result sucks totally. i dropped by dont how many f number. damn it. whats wrong. seriously, there's something wrong.. my results just suck totally. sigh*

dont wanna go school, dont wanna face the world.

my eye hurts.

bye.

to you:
im sorry, real sorry. its been so long and i still repeat the same old mistakes. i know is my fault. im really just being too stubborn. i defend myself, till im out of all this. yes, i apologised like i never use to do that here. cause' i know i shouldnt do the same mistakes when time has passed by us for so long. not too long, but long for me to not repeat those mistakes. i seriously hope, i just wont do it again.

its big now. just for you.

Date : Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Time : 8:37 PM
Title :

seems like everything is falling apart.

woke up at 9am for Dental appointment. didnt have enough sleep recently. sleeping late and waking up early.

decided to do jogging and stuffs like that at chew's void deck but i was super lazy. damn, fat ass. :/ brought shoes but didnt even touch it.

watch Orphan again. kind of bored as i hate watching repeated show; but i was the one suggesting it.

today is a bad day.

i got very dulan when i reach home everytime. daaaamn, today is just not my day. so upset..

i hate myself. everything bout' me, just sucks. FREAK.

& my ulcer just fucking-ly dont want go away. Argrrrh.

im sooooooooooooooooooo freakingggg troubleeeeed! D: im trying to stay very very very very very calm all the time already. trying to talk less, so wont create more troubles. i dont know why. THEY like to nag at me, cant they just let me do what i WANT!? cant they just stfu?!

im alreaaaaaaaaaadyyyyyyy very calm. im tired of having it again and again tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. im just who i ammmmmmmmmmmmmmm! stop telling me what to dooooooooooooooooooooo. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Date : Monday, October 26, 2009
Time : 6:31 PM
Title :

(MIRACLES COULD HAPPEN.)
got back nearly all my results. k, it just sucks to the fxcking core. sigh* i just told myself, i have to be satisfied and that i have put in all my effort in it. i may not be as clever but, i've tried my best. is all that counts. right? i just have to be more easily satisfied, so i can be happier. :)

bored. school was just merely playing. Lol, in class we were discussing chalet or BBQ for e1. i was like.. i want fishball, chicken wings, garlic bread! hahaha, they were like wth. choosing whether eastcoast, sentosa or whatever. but in the end, i couldnt go. :( cause'.. they ban me from going. so bad hor! D:

JUST KIDDING. i cant go. overseas during that period. sob*

went for homeecon aftermath. some kind of visitors came to teach us how to cook/bake spaghetti/bake rice. we cooked spaghetti. er, it taste.. alright. kind of cold and we used noodle to replace the spaghetti. overall it was, alright luh. still can eat. LOL.

didnt try the bake rice. wanna cook somedays! :D

after school, went for Aussie briefing. wow, so excited. hope everything will go smoothly manzxc. :) pray hard* weeeeeeeeeeee!

5days to Australia. its kind of.. fast. i will miss Singapore & ofcos you! (NOT) :D wahahahaha, sob sob.

played street netball and off to 357 at 4pm and headed home at 5pm. super tired. :/

i dont want to go school anymore. but school is fun. can watch movie(hopefully), play with friends, scream and shout! I JUST HATE THE FREAKING RESULTS THAT PULLED MY MORAL DOWN. damn you!

no school tml, hurray.

I WANNA BE HAPPY. please let me be a happy girl.

anyway, kaaaysss, my results just suck. i dont know what course should i take. i have second thoughts. :/ good or bad????

i think i should just give up on triple? im not that... wise huh. andddddddd, its much more easily to score isnt? well, gosh.. !!!

lastly.... i dont want my menstration to come on Aussie day FOR GOODNESS SAKE. and i want my stupid ulcer to go RIGHT NOW! :(

& yeah, let me be happy. i'll thank you, VERY MUCH.

damn! im fat already! FROWN*

Date : Sunday, October 25, 2009
Time : 8:52 PM
Title :

words are easier to be said than done.

a week to the end of school for 2009. time really flies. fly so fast, i could hardly see what exactly had happened this year. good and bad but definitely, alot. just too much to recall.

every year, i longed for a better one. i pray that history wont repeat itself & that every year, im a even happier girl. who has love and care from every single one, which definitely no(i mean, in this world, not everyone will go your way). to have more concern & less conflicts.

well, what i actually wanted, is all what others want. i just need to be happy. happiness is the key.

anyway, im still deciding which course should i choose. & yeah, just let me pass my freaking English. gosh, i cant imagine if i really failed. damn it, i can just kill myself. f. (PLEASE)

anyway, my studies just sucks to core. no matter how much effort i put in. like, still not as good. :/ damn it, what should i do? i love to play and i have high expectations. i did study, perhaps not as much; but then, wtf?

well, no point dwelling. its over, the results are coming out soon. i just hope for the best. hopefully, they will let me in to the course which i wanted. Mr Oon talked about Pure Sciences which scare the hell out of us. i just hope if i get it, i'll be able to cope well. & freak, there's no double Sciences this year. like hey, omfg.

its Monday tmrw & netball training which said that it was going to be a fun one. just wanna play and forget everything which should be erased.

my room is in ultra mess, my wardrobe too. my gosh, cant stand it, a freaking eyesore. but i just cant stand my laziness too. well, someday.

looking forward so much to Australia. hopefully, it wont let me done. i just wanna have fun. no sadness, i wont let it happen, no. i wanna buy alot of stuffs, i wanna go shopping, i want everything. omg, im going to be a pig. no, im a pig.

anyway, did Sushi with Chew today. it was yummy, i mean acceptable. lol. but the appearance seems a little.. disgusting. note: im the chef okay. his just my assistance. wahahaha.

we cut into half and it was damn freaking big. i cant even talk or swallow when i put the whole thing in my mouth. obviously, that big mouth can. he has a ultra big mouth, hahahaha.

watched, 'The last house on the left'. i wanted to watch a horror movie, so he introduce this. and instead, its not even. its like violence and attacks, which is horrible. not really, but its quite exciting. the beginning was boring, nearly fall asleep.

the girl was pathetic. sigh* the guy was good/cool. lol*

home sweet home at 7pm.


我才终于明白，在这一世界里，不是没有谁就不行的。

Date : Friday, October 23, 2009
Time : 10:51 PM
Title :

MY ROOM IS IN A MESS. HELP.

my family suxzxczxczxczxczxczxck so much.
everything just suck. --'

Date :
Time : 7:43 PM
Title :

if only you mean what you say.

i really hate it when people 'put me aeroplane'.. is like, i never once did try to do this to you. perhaps, you wouldnt know. but i jolly well know myself, i never once tried to go back my words when you so called said that, you have 'booked me'. i rejected those who have asked me out, and this is what i got in the end.

am i really naive, like what people always say?

cause' no matter what happened in the past.. i tend to just throw it away and take it as.. you have treated me alright now, and its time for me to return this.. so called 'kindness' to you. over and over again, i forgave and forget, no matter how many times you put-ed me aeroplane i still chose to believe that you wouldnt do this again; and your sorry was really a sorry. perhaps, i was wrong. very wrong, like obviously, you're not.

i never want to believe anyone. but i just wanted to treat others like how they treated me. but if you've gone too far.. you wont like what i am then.

perhaps, in a friendship.. there's nothing called forever too. and like they say, NOTHING last forever. it just sucks. so much.

independent.. who am i to rely on anyone of you? like.. its just what you SAY. just think, you fucking just dont mean it. LIKE WHOEVER. just save those saliva..

maybe im not your so called dream friend to anyone and perhaps, i just suck.. but atleast, i really know myself.. im really trying to change out of the better. you wont know, god will know, and i know. i just know.

just always try to be yourself. no point acting like whoever to seek attention.

well, you may think that i have NO rights to say all these and perhaps, you just think that i equally suck. but its alright.

and lastly, i dont need comments or criticisms about all this. tyvm.

i will go on :)

Date : Thursday, October 22, 2009
Time : 10:15 PM
Title :

YOZXCZXC!
going back to school tmwr. oh suck, have to wake up like super early. im so afraid, i guess that we have to atleast get back a result. that suck even more. :/

uhhh f. so boreeed.

Germaine came to my house early in the morning, at around 10.30am? along with Milk tea & pack rice. so yummy so filling. before that i ate a slice of garlic bread, yummy. so we watched teevee + we ate our breakfast. i told her about the 'silent love story' show.

after that we decided to watch ORPHAN. cooooooool. it was not as scary as i thought actually. its just very mysterious & exciting. it makes a person feels like screaaaaaaaaaaaaminggggg! O_O both of us were like.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. actually, its just me. HAHAHAHA. so gan jiong feeling can.

the show will make you feel like cursing the girl. SHHHH, CHOYY. okay, coooool.

headed to 357 at 2pm. quite fun today. in a sense that i perspired like piggg. marcus's towel became so... NICEEEE, fragant, you know. LOL, is smelly one lor. --' then he poor thing, no towel use. WAHAHAHAHAHA.

played quite alot of matches. :) G came to my house again @ 7. slacked, camwhore, teevee, computer & goodbye.

ate Breads for dinner. damn cute. i ate lunch at around 4.30pm. ._.'

schooool tml! its quite fun actually except the waking up early part. 2e1 rocks. HEHEHEH. no more together as one le. so must spend more time together... till the end of worlddddd! LOL. crazzzy. (dots dots.)

TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY K. :D

Date : Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Time : 6:58 PM
Title :

hmmmm.. blogger is getting really boreeed. feel like changing to others, but its kind of troublesome. and, im a little slow in using new things har. infact, perhaps, i wont know how exactly to use. someone someone, suggest? :)

today was really boring day. but mood was kind of okay. hope it will last till nights and every tml. pray*

woke up at around 10am in the morning. slack and prepare and headed to 357. its damn early. anyway, today was really nothing. just practically slack from 12pm to 5pm. it was so bored that i went home at 5. how cool. not.

watch teevee, dinner and computer. going to watch movieee lateeer! suggested by that chew. lol hahaha. hope its nice. :]

marking day tmrw = no school. still planning what things should i do. holiday is real bored. whoever, please plan some kind of place to go like Beaches & stuffs and kindly jio a big group of people. i wanna have fun. REAL fun. its boring, really. can die! :/

i wanna go Sentosa, Eastcoast, Snowcity, swimming.(i dont want public one!) everywhere in the world like reservoirs, changi airport(LOL, which someone say want bring me go one har.) whatever places that is like nature. NATURE^^. & ya, 2e1 outing. Bbq or chalet?(choose right time huh.) EMILY!

yay, i cant wait for Austrailia. i hope i can buy lots of stuffs there. bags, shirts, everything! i got $ one hor. hahaha, just kidding. ._.

i really hope to have fun there. i loveee the Aeroplane. aeroplane food also very nice one leh. :X LOL. somemore Singapore aeroplane, LOL, mai siao siao. xD hope got movie to watch.

&&&, i want change phone. DAMN IT. -.-!

aiya, i want buy alot of things. so i must work hard now. next time will have $ to xiang shou! WEEEEEEE~ i 40plus can retire liao la. lol. jkjk.

im worried about my resultsss! k, im random.

TML WILL BE A BETTER AND EVEN BETTA DAY. ;)

Date : Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Time : 11:00 PM
Title :

I dont even know what exactly i want in life,
that will seriously please me to the core.
when i myself dont even know what i want..
maybe i know, but i just dont know what should i do.
and maybe, it was just going to be this way.

i will find a way out.

just grow up, will you?
grow up to see how complicated this world is.

:')

Date :
Time : 8:01 PM
Title :

NO SCHOOL TML.
NO SCHOOL TML DE TML.
hopefully, there's alot of plans. people, jio me out please.

there's a little better today during ball games. hope that it will be better day by day. HOPEFULLY.

a little happy but then, a little bu shuang. FOR DONT KNOW WHAT HELL REASON CAN. :/ wlao lor.

Art paper today. super tired and boring.. i slept.

ate and went to 357. a lot ppl came today. heeheezxc. even those unexpected. hahah, miss it. :/ had quite a little fun funzxczxc. SHAKE SHAKE!

planning what to do later. SO BORING. again?

WATCH MOVIEEE?!



P/S: Happy 8th month k chew! :) LOL